decesion

i have no idea what am i doing and thinking
i just know one thing
that i cant change the fact
i still love you
and missing you all the time

although i always told myself
i hate you,i cant trust you anymore
but it just make me suffer a lot

after breaking with you
i always miss you
looking at the sky
asking what are you doing?
are you happy with your life?
do you miss me?
do you still love me?

i missed ur warm hug
ur warm hand
and the day we went out together before
i miss ur face
ur jealousy , angryness
and a lot !


i know i'm stupid
but this is call love
i really regret what i had said to you
please just forgive me

last night,
i really couldn't stand the suffering pain anymore
i decided to text you
and express out my feeling

and i cried a lot
but i felt better actually
you finally told me the truth
you did not change ur love to me
u still love me
but you change a lot

you used to be a good guy
but now everything changed
i knw im the one who changed you

but i know
you will change back to the good one
i dont knw whether my decision is right or wrong
but i just knw
i still love you

hope the decision is right
i will give time to you to change

hope you are not lying to me
and really love me from ur heart


always love you
never change the feeling towards you