Shopping queen !

First day of outing after SPM :)

First stop: Sungai wang Plaza.
I decided to call Eling and hang out with me



Outfit for the day.


I was kinda lazy to dress myself up.
Maybe Too long i didnt hang out already so I just simply pick one.
I love my shortpants. I think its because colorful. XD
Bought it from bangkok and bangkok seriously is a shopping paradise. Gosh
I must go again next year :)



So I spend a lot and now im kinda broke.
I shall take Pocket money from daddy

The stuff i bought for the day !!!





A black cardigan !
I love this a lot ! It only cost rm49.90
& the quality not bad also ! Worth it


This red,black & white top !
Left last piece only.
Normal price is 39
But the Boss lady give me a discount & sell it to me rm29
Muahhaa. I save rm10 !




I bought this half quarter grey pants.
The cloth is very comfy i tell you
& it only cost rm25 !!



This brown bag only cost rm19 !!!!!!
How cheap is it. OMgosh ! hahahaha.
Thanks to Eling babe who bring me into that shop ! hahahaha
I seriously save a lot


So now this high waist skirt.
Guess how much is it???
Cost rm25 only !
At first we went to one shop and cost rm29 !
So then we decide to go other shop and check it out
Maybe other shop might sell in a lower price.
So other shop really sell with a lower price. Only rm25 ! HAHAHA
Rm4 saved ! :D



This sha po Eling seriously a shopping queen. She know how to shop and spend it wisely and ask the boss for discount. Haha. Seriously have the best shopping ever with her.

And i bought some make up from SASA too !
SASA really is the place to get all the make up.
I bought maybelline eye liner gel, fake eye lashes glue and 3 diff brown eye shadow(day time) !
My concealer is missing :( I Need to get one from other place. !



So Guess how much i bought all together?
Only rm170 ! MUAHAHAHA.
Im a happy woman and i spend it wisely !
You guys shall go over there and have a look. Seriously worth it to buy some clothes over there
Not too expensive and the quality still can accept. Depends what clothing you buying.
Dont choose all those design that ppl already have it and sell it in a lot of shops.

And you must be a smart spender to get a good price if not you'll regret !
This is what Eling taught me . I love you a lot <3>
Smile for the day :)

Thats all for today post.
XOXO !

Plans for Holiday

Well well well !

Im back poeple !
1 month of spm and is going to end in like 2 days more?
HAHA.

Progress in spm ! ,
Hmmm.... I guess i did well for some subject but other sub not really good.
So just see how the results goes in next year march 2011.
We can't changed our answer anymore right?

Anyway, PLAN PLAN PLAN FOR HOLIDAY :D
1st of all : Outing with the girls ofcourse ! HAHA.
2nd : Dance dance dance for the rest of my life : )
3rd : COLLEGE ! New friends? New life?
4rd : trip ! Vacation !
15th of december i will be going to japan for 8 or 9 days? Until 23rd !
Can you imagine how cold the weather is in japan?
& the currency should be very high too.
Guess can't shop a lot over there. :(

so now ! after 23rd ! Is Christmas ! : )
Ding dong bell !
Santa claus in the house !
Any plans for xmas for myself?
i guess i dont have any.
Well just have to wait for my friend to plan it, or maybe celebrate with my family?

I love countdown although it is very crowded.
I just love the atmosphere and enjoy with everyone !
You need to enjoy every second and every minute in your life.
How can you miss all this awesome event in every year, I should say you are lifeless !

& i will continue my dance life.
Will be joining the performance group !
I have the chance to perform in every country.
How can i miss it !.
A great opportunity to gain experience from other country.
And compete with other competitors in diff country.

But now i need to buck my up technique and my flexibility !
I need to go UP UP UP To that level !

Everyone is asking me which college am i choosing. !
Either HELP or TAYLORS !
The reason why i choose HELP , a lot of diff events going on especially dance event : )
and the lecturer are quite good
However, TAYLORS, lack of events, and they just studied all the way .
i can become nerd nerd nerd lols !
& very traffic jam lols ! so im still thinking about it. !

& i will be taking march intake. So i have 3 months to spend for my holiday. :D
spend wisely . Haha...

So i will stop here now
. I will update my outing soon : )
Xoxo.

WORKING HARD. ~

SPM IN ONE AND THE HALF MORE WEEK !!!!

Trying so hard to revise everything but studying fail. !
The only thing i can do now is just do as many papers i can to help me remember all the details.
& i need to store all these little information into my memory bank !

5 more weeks to go and im done with THIS MAJOR EXAM SPM !
& After 8th of December, Im officially have this ticket which is FREEDOM ~
3 months of holidays ! imagine it ! Oh my !
Shopping, Hanging out with my belove oness, Tv drama, & DANCE !
I planned everything for my 3 months of holiday :D

AND JAPAN TRIP With family ~

Omgosh ! all these awesome activity will be coming soon and i cant just wait for it to come !
Just study like mad for this 5 weeks. Just 5 little weeks. Which around one and the half month. !

& Thats It ! Thats it ! Leave all my books aside !
& Next year will be stepping into NEW LIFE. !

COLLEGEEEE ~~~
I guess a lot of my friends will be looking forward to college ~
Cause they said, Hot guys? No more uniforms ! Flexible timetable And ETC..... !

URGH!
MAJOR headache for spm !

Aiming for 8 or straight A's for SPM !
9 subject for this year spm !

A'SSSSSS
I WANT A'SSSS :D

Goodluck everyone who are sitting for SPM alright
Xoxo

Woman are strong !

Do you still remember when is your first date and your first love?
I think i do :)

A person will grow up after having one relationship.
Your thinking become mature and you know what you're doing.
Unlike last time, you just accepted someone blindly without thinking is it the right man for you.
& just go for it without thinking deeply.

So at the end, you might have a good relationship but mostly you'll feel disappointed.
& blame to yourself why are you being so stupid & innocent that time.
Why can't just think properly so then we wont get hurt at the end.

Woman always get the hurt one at the end, and GUYS?
Flirting with others like nobody business. !
Sometimes, they just don't understand what we think and try to understand us.
They dont give any effort on what is on our mind.
They just dont give a Damn !
Am i right?

Thats why woman always the strongest person on the earth !
They learn to be independent and do not count on guys anymore.
& not easily fooled by anyone else.

We are smart but not like toys letting guys playing around !
Our heart are soft-hearted too.
When come into relationship, we'll just close our eyes and love the one.
Sometimes can just forgive your other one for a lot of times eventhough they made a lot of mistake.

As long they are still with you and does not hurt you anymore.

Promise always fails at the end, but sometimes we just can be so blind and stupid.

Somehow, my relationship wasn't a good one.
But who cares.
I grown up.
I need to look forward.
I knw what is important to me now : )

And I'm not stupid and the innocent little girl anymore.
Not the soft hearted one anymore.
Guess im strong?

& currently,
i guess im fallin' in love?
Am i? 0.0

New layout !

2 days in editing my blog layout and now im done :))))

Hope you guys like it ! <3>

XOXO

2010 The friends !

This year 2010,
Really really knew a lot of new friends and become good friends in this few months. The one I love and treasure most,


Eling tang Babe <3>
She is just so random and funny. She can laugh at anything & always pissed off at something if she really dislike or feel pms. HAHAHA. Funny her ! Thats why i love her so much . Feel like being beside her and cheer her up all the time. Although she younger than me 2 years. We are like sisters :)

The first time we met :)
17th birthday celebration 2010

Third outing :)


teach her how to bake cake. Hahaha


Love love <3>

Carey Pang, My Alien Kroon <3>
Can't believe she is older than me one year. Hahahaha.... I love her lots lots although we didn't meet each other but we talk on the phone when we wanna heart talk with each other. Cause we have same story and experience. Thats why i always heart her lots. & she is always there for me . :) <3>

My ji mui !!

Amilk Low :) Milk milk !
The funniest thing i knew her is through facebook. But we didn't really talk to each other. We just leave comment. Until one day she asked me to attend her small birthday celebration. hahaha. From that day we start to know each other and getting closer with each other. She is so beautiful and i love her hair. I dont knw why.HAHAHA. & we always heart talk on the phone and and and Other ppl say WE LOOK ALIKE ! HAHAHAHA.... Amilk we look alike mou? hahaha.... She always there for me and listen my sam xi. Although know each other few months, but i still treat you as my really really close friend. Love you much <3>

The 1st time we met :)
Your 17th birthday celebration




<3>

Quik Liew, Ah quik quik ! :)Liang ji mui. Sister !
Hohohooo. This ah quik ar. Memang ... ! hahahahaha... Really treasure her a lot also. Always will skype with her and Chiong K with her on skype. HAHAHA. Very funny. And heart talk with each other also ! When i very down very down, You'll be there for me. And make jokes try to make me happy ! Very glad to knw you ! She always like to make fun on me and say stupid funny jokes to me ! She cares friends a lot too especially me ! HAHAHAH. Dont say me perasan please. & yea. She always very perasan one. ! Hahaha. Xoxo

Crazy her !!!




We always love ***
You knw i knw :)

The smile we had :)

Chloe, The bieber lady !
This little woman is just so gao xiu and funny ! She really can laugh at anything also. And Laugh so loud infront of many ppl and didn't care of other ppl thinking also. hahaha. And I knew her is the first time when my 17th birthday, she randomly come and wish me happy birthday with a loud voice but that time i dont recognise her. Really feel glad to knw you & she is the girl who always care of friends and always keep sam xi to herself. Dont let ppl worry her one ! She is just so strong. Xoxo....

The first time we met :)



Before !!!


After !!! Hahahahaha


Xoxo

Mzyoka , The avatar, zoka Girl.
Hahahaha. This girl ar ! She got so many nick name. We knew each other through fb also. hahahaha. The first outing is in pavilion wong kok. HAHAH. I remember that a lot. She this slim girl and tall ! Taller than me somemore T___T... Next time can be model already !!! Don't really knw her well, but glad to be friend with you. Becuz of your AVATAR LOOK. hahahahaah !!! And and and She really love her Snowflake so much. Dont eat too much ar !

Snowflake. :D

Crazy her ar !

Chai nee, The bieber & lee hom fanssie !
She is just so cute and a fan of bieber and leehom ! Hahahahah.. Really can stalk both of them 24 hrs man ! Hahaha. Younger than me 2 years ar ! Knew her through fb also. She also can laugh no matter at what thing and laugh till very loud ar. ! Hahaha. Deng hei hmm sun.... !!!

Elicia missy , Miss Elicia :)
Knew her during Amilk Birthday celebration. : ) She takes care her friends a lot :) College girl. Haha. But we do chat a lot too.. Really glad to know her. Babe elicia :))

xoxo !

2010 is coming soon ! Hope everything will be fine ! Especially my spm this year 2010 must score well !!! All my darling and sweethearts, Work hard and all the best for SPM OR PMR YAR :) <3>

媽媽

有一位女孩子，
很渴望一點的愛在她媽媽身上。
就一點點的愛就好了。

為甚麼當她慢慢的成長，
媽媽就不能對她好一些呢？
為甚麼一定要對她那麼的兇
為甚麼一定要在她的背後做小動作呢？
為甚麼就不能稱讚她一點點呢？

她很吃醋她的身邊朋友
為甚麼她們可以跟媽媽聊得那麼好呢
為甚麼甚麼心事都可以一起分享
甚麼事情都可以跟對方說

可是我跟她們不一樣，
我們就是做不到~

有時候我感覺你很偏見
連旁觀者都覺得

你可以對他很好，
愛他，

我？
就真的不一樣了

所以每次會到家裡，
我都會所在房間里
不想出去客廳

因為我不想看到你跟他那麼的好
可是對我，跟我講的語氣很大分別
有時候回答我一兩句
或者不想回答

你感覺到我的心里是那麼的心痛嘛？
很想講出來，可是我不敢

開心？
我開心嘛？

在你們面前當然開心，
心裡很不開心

很多的話很想表達

可以請你不要在我的背後做小動作了嘛？
如果你不爽我，

就在我的面前說，
不要打小報告

因為我不稀罕

我可以有那麼的一天得到你的一點點的愛嘛？
我活在這個家庭里，
感覺很辛苦

你真的不了解我
感覺上你不想去關心我
就會找我的缺點

我很不開心！！！！！！！！

媽媽，
你可以對我好一點嘛？
我的心很脆弱。。。。


我已經不懂得怎樣去表達我的心情

感覺上你一點都不了解我的為人
你只看表面，不真真的關心我到底在想些甚麼
表面上的我看起來一點都不在乎，可是我一點都很在意

你只會在他的後面投訴我，
為甚麼就不能當面跟我講呢？
為甚麼你每次都要在我的背後做小動作
你不覺得很無聊的嘛？

表面上你對我好想很好，沒意見，
可是當我不在的時候，你就會慢慢的說我的壞話
沒有一次是好聽的，沒有一句是稱讚我的話
每一次都是很難聽的話

而且還要在我的背後說！
當我知道，我的心真的很痛
為甚麼要這樣？
難道根本好聽的話都沒有嘛？
難道好好聊天都沒有嘛？

有時候感覺上，真的沒有話題可以聊
因為我不知道要怎樣開口，
每一次我要跟你說話，我都好矛盾
都有害怕的感覺
怕我說錯話，我真的很害怕

看到你對他那麼的好，
我很吃醋，很不爽。
為甚麼我就不能擁有那份愛？
那份關心在我的身上？

我每次都跟我自己說，
沒關係，都已經習慣了
讓自己不要去想這些無聊的事情

我心里真的一點都不開心 ！
已經很累，很累，面對你假假的笑
當作沒有一回事

我有好多的話，和怨話
賣在心裡不想說出來

我每次都跟自己說，
有一天你一定會對我像你對他那麼的好
愛我多一些

就那麼一點點的愛就已經滿足了。
不想渴望那麼多的愛。

Unreliable

Im suit to be alone and single.
My heart is not stable and strong enough anymore.
My heart cannot make any strong decision and decide what she should do next.

When the moment he appear,
She will start flashing back the past.
Stubborn her really stubborn.
Does not want to give up.

When she know he had fight with his Girlfriend,
She still can pretend nothing happen at all,
and try to help him out to comfort his gf &
supporting him.

She know this is the stupid way,
but She know what she is doing.
Sometimes other ppl doesn't understand why is she doing this,
and been past a year, why is she still so stubborn on loving him so much.
So much so much...

She has no choice loving him so much,
maybe this is fate.
She hasn't find any true love on other people yet.

Maybe this will take a long time to recover her wound in her heart.
She will try her best.
So she need support on everyone else.

When she is a hyper mood or uncontrolled situation,
She is laughing all the way through and
Her mood was up and down all the time.

Out of blue,
She can just cry infront of her friends,
But she did not.
The tears almost fall off,
But luckily it didnt.

When she is alone,
She really cannot control herself.
And she decided to say the three words to him.

She called him and keep laughing.
He was worried.
Keep asking what happen to me.

She told him everything out,
what is she thinking.

She finally did told him the three words.
She did not regret. But ...
He said...
We will never ever be together anymore.
I love my current gf now.

When the moment, she heard this sentence,
Her tears just falling off.
And smiling texting him:
Im sorry. Take good care.

The story just ended like this.

Whenever he fight with his gf or break up with her,
he will come look for me.
And i will give him support not to give up.
Why am i doing this? Wo bu zhi dao !
Ta hen sha bah....

Can he dont sms her and talking about your gf ma?
Her heart is not strong , but she need to pretend
And support you.
But the other hand, she need ppl to support her.

She want to quit from her job.
Stop supporting him .
She will get more hurt.

She is just a simple girl living in an unreliable condition.
She is not the superwoman ...
Please remember this !

Jesslyn sweet 17th :)

Jesslyn, Eling :D

Jesslyn Belated birthday !

Sorry late post your birthday ar !!!
Heart you A lot ar :)

So this year,
Also the first year help My JESSLYN Celebrate her small little birthday !
hehehe...

On Saturday night,
Went to italian restaurant at Pavilion.
Chill inside there.
And give her a surprise birthday cake..
Hahahah...

Heart her much <3

The surprise finally make her happy the whole night,
And We feel glad and happy that you smile back yar :D
love you much much !

Quik :)

Hope you enjoy ur 17th year ar !!!
:))

Amilk 17th :)

Now Im going to post about Amilk Birthday ar :)
This is the first year i help her celebrate.
Very special ar.

So ...

How i met this little girl :)
I met her this year only.
Can say is during my bday celebration.
She came to my bday and I didnt knw her actually !
My friend introduce her to me.
So that day we only met once but didnt talk with each other :)
FUNNY US LOLS

Then from that day onwards, we chatted in facebook.
but seldom talk, cause dont really knw each other.
So....

Until last saturday,
She actually invited me out to celebrate her birthday !!
What a Surprise right ! hahaha

So I went hang out with her on saturday with her lovely friends
And my friends too :)

Eling tang <3
Heart her a lot !




Kenny wee :)







Jamey <3
<3 her smile



Li huey <3





The bright smile guy, Jun Lim :D





Ah quik <3

The whole gang :D

Celebrated at wong kok,
And bought one cake for her.
Surprise her ar !!! :D
Wheee

Jamey,Eling,Amilk,Elicia,Me :)

Jevin, Eling,Jamey, Amilk, Elicia,Me, Daniel :)

Forever 17th !!!

Hope you like it !
And we bought you a small little present
Which is a cow.
Amilk mah. hahahaha

Our face. XD

Anyway,
Hope you enjoy ur 17th yar !
Must keep in touch ar !!!

Love Her much :)

Love this pic much much <3