Pavi

29 May 2010

Woots.
My dad having his launching of his new hair tonic in his own shop.
So me as his daughter sure must go and support him :D

the models :D

I asked My darling Eling Teman me :D
&& Berlin Ng
&&Mzyoka

Berlin. Lc LC



Babe Eling <3>

After the launching,
Went to meet up with Eling .
Woots.
Sexy girl !

Woots <3>

Had sweet talk with her when walking and luen shui-ing. hahaha

Baby, You look skinny OKay !!!
:) Mwuah !

After that,
went to Wong kok for lunchie !!!
Mzyoka reached after a while.
And 3 of us waiting berlin to come.
Eessh.
He memang like a woman !
So SLow poke !

Mzyoka, Eling



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Mzyoka <3>

After having lunch ,
Went to meet up Chai Nee , Jevin, Vinz, And Venez.
Woots.
hahahaha

And Quik And Chin chai too :D :D

Quik Quik


Chin chai , chai Nee

Went to Snowflakes Makan their desert !
I tell you.
memang sedap okay !
You guys must go and try :D :D
Im in Love With Snowflakes :D :D

Had fun talk when eating
hahahaha
I love you guys lar !
<3>

對不起

当你就这样说不要了
我突然明白了游戏里的角色
你選擇要你的快乐 你选择你的选择
我只是个陪你疯了一场短暂狂欢的过客
你要你的快乐 你是绝对自由的
我只能在你离开后发现
你从来不是我的

我到後來還是個過客，
你到後來還是不屬於我的

我不需要同情心，
我不需要你跟我表達甚麼。

我只要你離開我

我不想和你做朋友。
因為我知道我還愛你。
我不想因為我的愛而搞亂你的生活

對不起
搗亂你這幾個月的時間
還有耽誤和牽著你的手
我要懂得放手

對不起
請原諒我的自私

。。。。

Xoxo, I love you

Just get rid of me

When you know he is not around your area anymore.
Or part of your life anymore.

You'll begin to feel isolated and wanting to be alone .
Your feeling begin to fade away from day by day.

He will not be there for you to support or count on him anymore.
He will vanish & disappear from your world,
Or maybe He belongs to other person.

How hard you're trying to show him your love,
He wont be bother to know ,
Why should he bother?
He think you're too desperate,
& He think you're Stupid !

But i know you're not stupid.
Cause you cant get used the life without him anymore.
You get used to call him the name you called everyday,
You get used to miss him every second and take care of him,
You get used to call him everyday and asking about his life,
You get used to his love and caring to you.

A lot of stuff you'll get used too.
But at the end,
When you're dumped by him, or even you dump him or what so ever,
You just cant get used without him and accept the fact.

This is what you'll get when you're in relationship and
when you're alone all the time.

Until so many months away,
I'm still deep in love with him.
Why? Dont ask me why.
I can't answer your question...

I still imagine that he is still with me all the time.
I still imagine he actually still exist in my world.
I still imagine he is around somewhere looking for me,

I always imagine he is around me when i'm in the mall,
or maybe i have the chance to see his face,
I am so desperate seeing him .

I still have the imagination,
he will waiting outside school and waiting for me to finish my class.
Or he will just stand outside & see what am i doing.

Am i nuts?
Or am i too stupid or innocent? or maybe

I really couldn't accept the fact that he really really really not belong to me anymore.
He belongs to other person .

Or maybe

I couldn't get used what i have now.

I am trying so hard to give up on you.
There are one time that i thought i really give up on you,

But in the sake that,
You come and look for me and talk to me.

Or there are still some other people talking about your life and stuff.
& this really make me even more miss you
& wanted to talk to you & ask about you.
But i can't . I really can't .

Can I just stop imagining you again.
My whole mind is your images .
I wanted the images to be clear off ,
and burn it .

I thought i broke the connection between you & me,
But i don't know why.
God still wanted me to have a connection between you & me.

Is like they don't want me to forget about you,
& don't talk to you anymore.

Sometimes,
I still think about you.
But when i'm really busy that time,
I wouldn't think about you...

Maybe I should make myself busy and not to think of you !

God,
Can you just take me away from him.
I want to live a normal life
I want to get rid of him.

Can someone please just let him to stay away from me.
& not to have any connection to me anymore.

I want this person to disappear from my sight.
My view even my imagination !
I want him to totally disappear.

I don't care you guys use magical or some kind of stuff.
I Just want him to D.I.S.A.P.P.E.A.R

Maybe I should get into another relationship,
& only that time I really can forget about you
And leave you away !

I REALLY NEED TO ACCEPT THE FACT THAT


YOU'RE NO LONGER BELONG TO ME ANYMORE.

最好的我(連歌詞)

Listen to this.
I wanna you to hear this.
This is all my words to you.

I still love you...

Goodbye my dear.
<3

Cheer 2010 & Dance 2010 :)

Woots.
Im back to blog again :)

Did anyone miss me ? Hahaa

Anyway, Cheer and dance competition officially ended !
woots !

I'm quite satisfied what i got for cheer results .
Although we got 3rd out of 4th place.
But i'm really proud to all my cheerleaders !!!
: )

Thx for the patience and time for this year cheer 2010 !

I love you all : )))

Well,
dance competition.
I'm quite sad about the results !
I really put a lot of hope on my modern dance.
but i didn't get into final .
Was quite sad about it.

Panda <3



Sze ying <3



Rachel <3



Ah Quik Quik <3



Silly faces :D

My teacher told me we going to get into semi-final round,
but at last we're not.
Cause we keep bang to others dancers and this make us cant make it for the next round.

Selina wong <3

But nvm : )
We'll still have other chance.
This is our first year partnership .
Just taking experience : )

Well,
ladies event results was really a shock to me !
I really didn't hope that we got into final round and
we got 6th placing !!!
hahahaha

Daniel Chan <3

Im quite happy with it already.
although is not champion,
But we give out all our energy and commitment into it already.
im happy with it : )

Yi yon <3

To all who came and support me
or the one who wished me.
Thx a lot !!!

I really glad to have you guys !
& thx for the support .
I love you guys : )

Exam exam exam !
Is on the way !
18th of may is mid year exam !
Im not well prepared yet !

But i will try my best to work hard ! : )


&& June holiday is coming soon.
I'm still thinking should i compete for the june dance competiton?
The competition is around holiday.

So which means i only can practice after my exam over.
Or maybe once a week?
I have no idea.

I really wanted to participate so i can get more experience.
But need to ask permission from my Parents !
Parents are always No. 1 :)

I want exam to over faster !
So i can have holiday to relax forwhile :)

but the first week we have extra classes until 2pm :(
So which means we only have one week instead of two weeks holiday !

How sad it is !


&& Guys,
I haven't watch IP MAN 2 & IRON MAN 2.
:(

I'm waiting holiday to come !!!

Holiday ppl .

Time to party?
Alright? XD

Sometimes i don't really want to knw the truth.
& dont bother about it.

But sometimes they wanna let you knw the truth,
and make u to decide to something .

WHY??

Can i just pretend nothing happen before.
& continue my life.

F to F ?
Actually is what to me?
I dont know.

Sometimes they exist in your world,
but when you Need it, they wont appear infront of you.

You wanna say out loud to them,
But you cant.
Cause you need to control.

Or maybe you dont want anything to happen.
So you will feel better.

It do not live with you forever..
When it stays long to you,
doesnt mean is important.

It can be few days ago to be with only.
S.t.s are all around the world.

Cf to CF wont say any s.t.s to you also.
Cause when Cf has a other CF

They will just forget about >>>....

Who Should i T.. Now !

I dont know.

I rather live in a LNY World.

Bye