Well,well,well... Good Morning :) My hong kong trip might be cancel. so which means i might be coming back to Malaysia on the 13th or 14th from Korea . & Daddy say we might going to U.S cause he has to work & which means we going there for holiday :0 . Plus we might going to Florida which is the coolest thing ever. Cause there will be theme park over there and universal Studio. Hehe. But when i came back from korea. After two or three more days , about 16th i will be leaving to U.S. Gosh. Until 26th i think if im not mistaken. But 21st is my darling birthday . Sigh. If this trip really works, i will celebrate with you the other day okay.I promise. Holiday is so short. & now Is Finally our last year which is December of 2oo9. Which i think is quite ridiculous . But o9 is really a worst year for me . Time passes really fast. I haven't even touch my homework stuff and studies stuff yet. I'm gonna die. Urgh ! & tml early morning i will be going to Penang. But just only 2 days one night. Now the most worry thing is Prom ! I Need to know when am i coming back from korea ! And is the U.S trip working or not? Have to ask Dad. ! :(

A brand new day for me .
I should forget the past and look forward to the future.
Seeking for New guys. Haha
Training hard for my Dance Competition which will be held on Next year.
Study hard for Spm & get a good result :)

I bought two new jeans from Pavi and KlCC.
One from Levis which cost about $200+
I love it so much .
But a little bit tight for me.
I Must On diet and keep fit. !

& another jeans from DKNY.
DKNY jeans Was supesupersuper Expensive.
One jeans can cost 700+
The lowest price is 600+

But but but,
they have sale .
60% off.
XD
The normal price was 700+
But after discount it only cost $300+
Haha.

I'm not the one who pay it.
Daddy pay for me and my mom too.


& Happy Birthday Yar Karin Chong
:)
Sorry couldnt make it for your birthday .
But i wish you here.

Off to Singapore .
:)

她又要跟你們說故事了

她和他之間的故事真的劃上句號了嘛？
為甚麼當她做了決定，才來後悔呢。
看了那一封信息，她的眼淚不停的掉

她感覺很慚愧，很後悔。
可是她真的要放棄這段感情。
她不想任何人在得到傷害

因為她已經給了太多太多的傷害
而她自己也得到很多的傷害

她被人家罵過，也被人家拋棄過。
也失去過朋友。
現在她失去她最愛的人，
她應該覺得無所謂的

可是她不停的想念他
思念著他

她感覺自己真的很傻
明明很愛一個人可是她不敢去愛，
不敢在接受他
膽小的她不敢去愛他，
就從此放棄他

她感覺已經沒有話題跟他聊天
感覺越來越陌生｀

也許是她自己拿來的｀
她應該早就預測到這樣的後果，
也要勇敢的面對現實

她不懂要怎樣面對他
也不懂要跟他說甚麼話題

而現在的他應該不好受吧
心情一定很糟糕
因為是她搞得他變得這樣

她的所作所為已經徹底傷害到他
她所說的每一句話都是帶刺，
因為她要他放棄她，
不要在抱著任何希望



她做得對嘛？

想念著他，
好想知道他是否還愛她
她好懷念他的擁抱｀




可是這次真的完畢了
他們的故事從此掛上句點
沒有遺憾

她對他們徹底的失望

She Hate You All

我在您的心目中到底是一個壞的女孩還是乖巧的呢?
為甚麼您不可以相信我那麼一次呢？
難道我真的不可信任嘛？
要您來管制我的一切，我的人生？

我都已經那麼大了
明年的我就要17歲了
你還要懷疑我，
懷疑到要檢查我的電話
有那麼必要嘛？


你都已經不相信我了，我又怎樣可以相信你呢？

我承認我欺騙過你們，
可是我想要的嘛？

我真的很不明白為甚麼你不應許我和其他男生出街呢？
他們又不會吃掉我
又不會綁架我。

我知道你擔心我，
可是你的擔心太過多了吧 ！

我會感覺我一點自由都沒有，
你搞得我呼吸都困難，
害怕這害怕哪。

你要我怎樣生存下去啊？
你要我關閉自己在房間里，
乖乖的讀書，乖乖的聽你們，乖乖的做每一件事情嘛？

我做不到 ！
人都有自己的空間。
哪我的空間在哪裡？

你們是永遠綁不住我的
我遲早都會離開。

當你們的女兒真的很困難，
她就要頂不住了，
好想鬆一口氣。

好像離開這裡，
重新開始新的人生，
可是她知道這是不可能的事。
她叫自己不要那麼的天真，那麼的單純。
別在發蒙了。



她有時候感覺她被拋棄，
因為他們疼愛的孩子不是她
而是別人，

那個人‘他’ 要甚麼得到甚麼
可是她呢？
要求不多，到後來得不到任何

小小的要求也得不到，
那她又為甚麼還要跟他們聊那麼多呢？

跟他們聊天，等於在跟牆壁聊天。
那好過不聊好了。

你們根本不了解她，
因為你們沒有那個心去理解她，
難聽就等於懶惰和何必費心去了解，


她好想放棄她的人生，
何必費那麼多的苦心在這裡呢。

誰可以帶走她離開這裡呢？
為她一起開始新的人生，
因為這裡太恐怖了。

沒有任何一個是值得她留念的。

她真的好羨慕爸爸跟女兒的感情可以那麼的豐富，
媽媽跟女兒可以像一對姊妹一樣，
談任何事情。

她的眼淚一直一直的往下流，
不停的流。
誰也停止不了

她流淚了又可以怎樣呢？
他們會改變他們的思想嘛？
他們會看另一面的她嘛？
會疼愛她多一點嘛？
少少的疼愛已經足夠了。
不想要求那麼多

她已經傷害她最愛的人了，
她還有資格去愛其他人嘛？
她根本沒有資格。

今晚她要怎樣過呢？
明天？
後天？
大後天？
大大後天？
她又怎樣會面對他們？
她的眼淚還會往下流嘛？


她的心已經有一刀裂痕
她和他們的感情已經越來越縮遠
不在像以前那麼的好了


她有錢又怎樣呢？
她寧願回到過去，
過著平淡的生活。
又可以和任何人溝通，做朋友。
不必考慮。

可是現在的她所站的位置，
已經跟以前不同了，
可是她根本不在乎，

她在乎她的朋友而不是地位，
對你們來說，
窮的人就沒有道德教育
可是有錢的人呢？
就反過來。

以前的你們不在乎這些，
可是自從你們的地位不同，
你們的思想也改變了。

窮的人就不可以交朋友嘛？
一定要有地位的人才可以嘛？

她真的很不明白他們到底在想甚麼.

她已經沒有任何信心了。

以前開心的她不在了
她不存在了

Class outing

This is a class outing post which is on Monday .
The whole 4 Science 2 gang went to Gardens for class outing.
Not all the whole class went but half of it went. :)
Which is quite awesome anyways,

So I reached Garden around 3pm,
Eddie met me and called me but i didnt saw him :(
Sorry Eddie.

Then later on,
Everyone was arrived.
Bought ticket for Phobia 2 .
Haha.
Horror Movie !
X)

After that, we went for lunch at Alexis Restaurant.
We Shared our food together,
Order pizza and spaggetti

Around 4 something,
Its time for our movie.
haha

The guys were all so scared and afraid to go into the cinema
Cause they dont like to watch horror movie
But no choice.
they bought the ticket anyways,

This is the funny part during the movie,
The guys were screaming here and there,
when there is Ghost coming out or sound effects.
haha.
& they ran up and down in the cinema.

Cause they were scared.
And the funny thing is 3 ppl sitting on a chair.
3 guys sitting on the same chair.
hugging each other and scream all the way through the scene.
and closing their eyes,
peeking here and there.

& i was sitting at the side, Mahesha sitting on the center and Jing ran sitting the other side.
Poor thing lar. Haha
All of us hugging each other and laugh !

Finally the movie ended,
around 7pm,
we went to Chilis for our dinner.

Chill inside there for awhile.
After the dinner,
the guys went for bowling,
And the girls were shopping ;)

Went to diva shop.
I bought a pink rose for myself =)
& later on ,
went to topshop.
Karin bought herself a wallet , and the others including me didnt buy anything from there.
So After that,

All of us were so desperate for Mc Flurry in MCdonald
So went to buy MC flurry
which is fattening .
But who cares. haha

We went to find the guys ,
seeing them playing bowling,
and we are enjoying our ice cream .

Around 10pm
its time to go home =)

Class outing was fun :)

Shopaholic

Veron,Me,Bri :)

Early morning ,
Went to Pavilion with Veronica & Briana & Bri Friend : )

Veron and I went to ate Japanese food.
Ate some sushi,
then later on met up with Bri and her friend.

We went to Cotton on first .
take many clothes to try it on.
Cause we just having fun with it. Muahaha
Ended up didnt buy anything.

Then later on,
went into Forever 21
=)

We took many dresses to try it on
different style . haha
And we think that the workers from there are angry of us.
cause we keep laughing and try many clothes but ended up didnt buy anything.

So yea,
I bought one winter cap which is green color and one green scarf
I love it so much cause the colour is so daring. ! Muahhaa..

Then after that ,
we went to Diva .
Look for accessories
I bought one yellow rose ring, two ear rings.
Which cost 70+
& now i'm broke . EEsh . !

This is the scarf and winter cap i bought =)

Saving Up money for the next outing which is on Thursday =)
Mid Valley again ! .
New Moon . Muahhahaa
Stay tuned for class outing post and thursday post.

Morning Bloggers,

Class Outing Later At Gardens,

Guess It will be Fun ( :

Hello People. I finally got back my report card from my school.
Well, I did quite badly for this time cause i missed out a lot .
But this is not the reason cause i didn't really work hard for this exam .

Marks dropped and i Failed 2 subjects.
Teacher advice I should do it better and score as many A's as I can

This December Holiday, I think i must study and put more effort on my studies.
Cause Next Year Is My Suffering Year
Which is

SPM !
@@


After collecting my report card,
Mami brought me to Mid Valley
At first, we wanna go to Sg Wang,
but traffic jam

So ended up we went to MV.

I did my manicure
But i'm not really satisfied about it.
Cause my Nails Is so Short !

I wanted to put fake nail
But due to lack of time,
so I paint pink color and some pattern on it
*love it*


Xin came and meet me for awhile.
and she left.

After doing my nails,
I wanna cut my hair,
But My bro has tuition.
So couldn't make it
*Sigh*




Should i cut short or just my fringe?

I want to know did you really changed to a better person with a better attitude? Or you're just pretending infront of me and not infront of your friends? Or you're trying to grab my heart with a fake attitude and not from ur true attitude. Someone said you've changed. They just saw you from outside, but inside did you really changed? There is two thing i have to think properly and make decision properly. I don't know which to choose and i'm scare . The first choice is better or the 2nd choice? Do you understand me? I didn't reply you one msg and you say Facebook is much more important to me and not replying you any message? You didnt think the other way . My phone was out of credit, that's why i can't send you any message. After one day trip, i saw you send me a lot of msg . But i couldn't reply you. I wanna reply but how am i supposed to send to you. And u replied me with a cruel and hurting message to me. I truly think that you don't really understand about me. Do i still need time to think ? Or Maybe everything has passed long time ago. Thinking of you make my heart feel unstable. Because of you , i had lost my direction. I don't know where to go. Should i just stop or continue with my journey? Should the key open the door now or forever don't open it and keep it forever? Or should the key open another door who is waiting for the key to open it? But the key has to make the right decision and will not regret when open it. I'm forever lost !

R

Dorani, Kuala Selangor ( Homestay)

Hello Readers, I'm Here to post up my School trip :)
2 Hours of Journey to Kuala Selangor,
It was a Super long Journey But we really had fun chit-chatting in the Bus.
XD



Around 10am , we finally reached to Daroni, Kuala Selangor.
A homestay place actually. =)
They served a Welcome Drink and Food.








Chill there for awhile, then we off to another place,
to see how the Malay people crack their rice using some tool by some tradisional way
Forgot call what.

Here are some of the technique and pictures.














After you crack the rice, there will be a lot of dust and crack stuff ,
so you have to Mendulang it. :)










After that event, we went to do our batik !!

I chose an easy flowering pattern, and color it . =)


















After that, its time for lunchie !
Went to a kampung place for our Spicy and Tasty lunch,
but we need to eat it without spoon and folk
But using our hand to eat it.
Hmm....
















Later on,
Its time to go down to the "Mud"
Our mission is you have to go down to the mud to catch as many fishes as you can,
we have 3 groups,
so at the end one of the group catch the less one,
they have to bath inside the mud and your whole body include YouR Face
Have to bath inside too !
EEWwwww....










So we work as team to catch many fishes
cause we dont want to loose.

All of us like

" There are Fish here, Fast , "
" Take the Pail Here "
Fast, fast , fast.

And some of the guys are phobia with the fishes,
& they were like screaming here and there
So funny lar okay !
When the fishes were around their leg,
They Run as fast as they can
and run off from the mud.
hahahahaha.


At the end,
we lost =(
But we're quite happy also lar.
cause we really had a lot of fun .





But too bad,
our face and whole body have to Bath in the Mud.
Pfft. !
Even our nose also stuck with mud
Eyes couldnt open and the Mud is so so disgusting.
And smelly .Haha.



















Anyway after that mud event,
we have to clean up ourselves.
We dont have a proper bathroom to shower ourselves.
So just use a pipe to clean up our muddy body .





Our body still have mud,
but no choice lar.
We changed to another clothes ,
and ready to go to another factory .





Keropok Factory
Bought 4 keropok for my daddy .
His Favourite Food. Haha










Around 5pm,
its time to leave .


Last day of form 4 trip was awesome and really had a lot of fun at there,
didnt regret going there with form 4's .

XD