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Monday, August 16, 2010

Unreliable

Im suit to be alone and single.
My heart is not stable and strong enough anymore.
My heart cannot make any strong decision and decide what she should do next.

When the moment he appear,
She will start flashing back the past.
Stubborn her really stubborn.
Does not want to give up.

When she know he had fight with his Girlfriend,
She still can pretend nothing happen at all,
and try to help him out to comfort his gf &
supporting him.

She know this is the stupid way,
but She know what she is doing.
Sometimes other ppl doesn't understand why is she doing this,
and been past a year, why is she still so stubborn on loving him so much.
So much so much...

She has no choice loving him so much,
maybe this is fate.
She hasn't find any true love on other people yet.

Maybe this will take a long time to recover her wound in her heart.
She will try her best.
So she need support on everyone else.

When she is a hyper mood or uncontrolled situation,
She is laughing all the way through and
Her mood was up and down all the time.

Out of blue,
She can just cry infront of her friends,
But she did not.
The tears almost fall off,
But luckily it didnt.

When she is alone,
She really cannot control herself.
And she decided to say the three words to him.

She called him and keep laughing.
He was worried.
Keep asking what happen to me.

She told him everything out,
what is she thinking.

She finally did told him the three words.
She did not regret. But ...
He said...
We will never ever be together anymore.
I love my current gf now.

When the moment, she heard this sentence,
Her tears just falling off.
And smiling texting him:
Im sorry. Take good care.

The story just ended like this.

Whenever he fight with his gf or break up with her,
he will come look for me.
And i will give him support not to give up.
Why am i doing this? Wo bu zhi dao !
Ta hen sha bah....

Can he dont sms her and talking about your gf ma?
Her heart is not strong , but she need to pretend
And support you.
But the other hand, she need ppl to support her.

She want to quit from her job.
Stop supporting him .
She will get more hurt.

She is just a simple girl living in an unreliable condition.
She is not the superwoman ...
Please remember this !

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