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Just back from Cameron ! =)

will update my blog soon and pic will be uploaded too..

Tired !

Model and Sales girl

Saturday outing with kye,xin,,ah tham,and nini(kenny)
that day i really had fun with you guys
and you all make me smile actually=)

well,
we started our part time work now
as a sales girl and a model

gave out flyers and walked around mid valley
with our awesome hairstyle and makeup
=)






Kye is helping xin to make up*sweet*


3 of us before doing our hairstyle


sasa is doing her hairstyle


how beauty is she=)


two of us finally done


now xin is doing her hairstyle.haha


and now we are doneXD


three beautiful






giving out flyers




nini and me.=)



*
*kisses*






sasa kissing through the wall..haha




ice cream....


sasa left behind.haha




nini and his fren waiting in delicious...


3 sor po




nice look,ah tham


really had fun=)



more pictures in facebook yar..=)

Who?

Who is telling the truth?

who is lying to me?

Gosh !

i don't know who to trust now...

everyone is telling me the diff thing

urgh!

Complicated !
hope you are not lying to me
we are getting worse now
down,down,down.......

What happen to everyone?

Everyone seems so moody on this holiday

& i always feel down and upset this few days

i can't help them to solve problems out
but i just know how to cause problems out=="

i couldn't sleep for 2 nights already
i knw i'm tired
but i just dont want to close my eyes

Smile everyone,
i need a smile
i need to laugh
i need to learn how to keep secrects
i can't hurt anyone anymore,
its enough !

everyone hate me right now
emo-ing

TAGGED

1 . What have you been doing recently?

-hanging out with friends and blogging

2 . Do you ever turn your handphone off?

-whenever i want to

3 . What happened at 10am today?

-just finish my dance class

4 . When did you last cry?

-ytd night

5 . Believe in Fate/Destiny?

-sometimes

6 . What do you want in life now?

-a guy who really care of me & i need time

7 . Do you carry an umbrella when it rains or just put up your hood?

-how should i knw?hmm

8. What's your favourite thing to do on bed ?

-open my laptop or sms-ing

9. What bottoms are you wearing now?

-lols.short pants

10 . What are the nicest things in your inbox?

-pictures with my hunnies

11 . Do you tend to make relationships complicated?

-sometimes i do

12 . Are you wearing anything borrowed from anyone?

-NO

13 . What was the last movie you caught?

-Night at the musuem 2

14 . What are you proud of ?

-Of my stupidity?==

15 . What does the oldest text msg in your inbox says and who is it fr0m?

-Lupa already

16 . What was the last song you sang out loud?

-ForgotXD

17 . Do you have any nicknames?

-YES.A LOT

18 . What does the newest text msg says and who is it from?

-ying nan,asked whether i bought my pencil box already?lols

19 . What time did you go to sleep last night?

-3am

20 . Are you currently happy?

-absolutely NOT.super duper down

21 . Who gives you the best advice?

-my hunnies~

22 . Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?

-NO

23 . Who do you talked to on phone last night?

-Wai Kiat

24 . Is something bugging you right now?

-YES

25 . Who is the last person to make you laugh?

-ying nan

26.Do you like yurself?

-Mayb yes or not

27.You want $5 or $10?

-ofcuz IS....BOTH LAR

28.Do you think you are stupid sometimes?

-YES.way stupid

29.Who is your best best best fren?

-Xin and kye

30.What will you do if you like that boy?

-tell Him i LOVE you

31.Who are your favourite stars?

-Jolin Tsai

32.You hate your mother sometimes in some ways?

-yes.nagging me all the time.lol

33.Do you had even stead before?

-what is steaD?haha

34.what type of boy do you like?

-caring,handsome,and taller than me.But must love me lar

35.Now are you single/attached?

-Single.

Pass this tag to 10 people !

1. alyna

2. maykye

3. kenny

4. leexin

5. pui yi

6. bee ling

7. selina wong

8. salina tan

9. michelle

10. hwee jin

1. Would you date number 5?

-ofcause.she is my hunny

2. Number 2 just got in a car crash. How do you react?

-lols==touch wood.

3. You see number 9 with your boy/girlfriend. What do you do?

-I will sit down and talk to them

4. You come home and your room has been ransacked by number 4.

-she wont do that

5. Number 1 is acting weird.

-that is her problem.*laugh*

6. Numbers 3 and 8 decide to give 10 a haircut

-Number 10 will be speechless

7. Number 7 just got tickets for him/her and ask you to go to a concert

-lets go! XD

8. Number 10 takes you to a bar

-wow@@i will drink with her

9. Number 4 has to move to the other side of the world

-OMG!i will ask her not to go.haha.cause i will be missing her a lot XD

10. You and number 8 are being chased by the cops for an unknown reason

-we will sue the cops cause we didnt do anything wrong.

11. Number 5 asks you out to dinner

-wow.lets eat together^^

12. Number 9 and you are sitting on a bus

-SO??hmm.weird question

13. Number 6 calls you in the middle of the night because he/she can't sleep

-she wont call meXD

14. Your walking with someone and number 6 runs up and tackles you to the ground from

behind

-i will laugh out loudly

15. Number 1 is crying one day and you ask him/her why and it seems their boy/girlfriend has

dumped them

- i will always right beside of her.

16. Number 2 offers to bake you a meal. As you sit in the other room, the kitchen is suddenly

aflame

-i will rush to the kitchen and help her..

17. Number 4 comes to your door one day holding a koala

-wow !@@

18. Number 4 just got you an X-Box

-thx to her.and we will ply tgt

19. Number 9 challenges you to a children's card game!

-Anytime

20. Number 1 thinks he/she's overweight

-gosh.she is so skinny.

21. Number 7 looks lonely!

-i will accompany her

22. Number 2 asks you rudely to go leave her/him alone

- i know she wont.hehe.

23. Numbers 5 and 3 decide to throw a surprise party for you

-THX GUYs.

24. Number 6 decide to dye their hair black. What do you say to that?

-ur hair is black enough.dont waste ur money.XD

25. Number 2 tells you he/she is going to go out for a while, and then later you hear about a

shooting where 2 went

-Call her

26. You catch number 9 by him/herself, crying

-i will always care about them

27. Numbers 1 , 3 , 5, and 6 all tackle you at once!

-wow.they are not brave enough

Newway

Today i was off for my dance rehearsal
went to karaoke with cousin sis
=)

this is the first time i went to puchong newway
i didnt go into newway before
the price is so cheap and the food is delicious

better than redbox
will try greenbox next day
wee~

sang for 3 hours
hahahhaa
out of sound lar
our voice is so harsh now
cause we actually scream when we are singing

and i actually sang out very loud
to release all my stress
it felt so awesome

but i'm still down
i dont knw why

dont ask me why please
if you care about me
please dont ask me okay?

looking forward tml
get to meet kye and xin

hope everything will be fun

Trust

i didnt sleep well on ytd night
just slept for 3 or 4 hours
and i still have to wake up on the early morning
for my dance practices

thx to ying nan who really accompany me the whole night
we on our webcam and chat for the whole midnight
he try to make me happy and smile
how sweet is him

he asked me to forget about him
dont think of him anymore
is not worth to love him anymore
he is a PB

but its so hard to forget someone that i really love now
he asked me not to cry
he like to see i smile and laugh

but its hard for me to smile anymore
i dont really know how to put on my smile
cause everything is changing and turning upside down

all my frens are worrying about me
texted me,called me,msn
sorry for not replying you guys messages
i'm just very down

i should have listen my frens advices
but i'm too stubborn to listen
and now this is what i get

i'm being so stupid
its enough for me !

really hard to trust any guy anymore
which words is true or fake
i really don't know
i'm just dumb
all this thing turns me to nuts
Gosh`

i'm too tired now `

Outing

Outing with bee ling today
=)



after my dance rehearsal
went to sg wang and times square
we shop a lot
i bought a lot of stuff today=)
out of money already...

bought a handbag,dresses,wallet
wanted to buy a nice slipper
but there is too many shoe shops
its so hard to choose a nice one and a suit one for me

there is too many design
hard to choose one
so turn out didnt buy one
shop for every shoe shops
but didnt buy anything
XD

today suppose to meet someone
but he didnt came

my feelings is so confuse
should i still love him?

he keep ask me to think wisely
he said,
i haven solve my problems out yet
and later if problems came
how would i solve it?
how i face it?

then will we break up again?
i really dont knw
i make myself not to think so much
not to think the future
but i knw i can't
i cant hurt him anymore actually

i dont knw what are you thinking
i cant feel ur heart anymore
i feel you are not the one i knew before

you look like a stranger to me
you are not serious,
you keep joke to me
this is not you
where are you man?
where is ur soul?
you are playing around
wth !

is it so funny to joke around?
i seriously fucking no mood to chat with you
cause of ur attitude
you really not serious at all

you turned to another person
mayb i'm the one who changed you
i dont knw !

you text me
and asked me not to think anymore
act he didnt love me before
and become frens forever
wth !

you asked me to act as u didnt love me at all
how the hell i can do it?
what are you thinking???

screw you lar
i screw up this relationship

mayb i should forget you
sorry to disturb ur life

i'm fucking down now !
fucking pissed !!!

decesion

i have no idea what am i doing and thinking
i just know one thing
that i cant change the fact
i still love you
and missing you all the time

although i always told myself
i hate you,i cant trust you anymore
but it just make me suffer a lot

after breaking with you
i always miss you
looking at the sky
asking what are you doing?
are you happy with your life?
do you miss me?
do you still love me?

i missed ur warm hug
ur warm hand
and the day we went out together before
i miss ur face
ur jealousy , angryness
and a lot !


i know i'm stupid
but this is call love
i really regret what i had said to you
please just forgive me

last night,
i really couldn't stand the suffering pain anymore
i decided to text you
and express out my feeling

and i cried a lot
but i felt better actually
you finally told me the truth
you did not change ur love to me
u still love me
but you change a lot

you used to be a good guy
but now everything changed
i knw im the one who changed you

but i know
you will change back to the good one
i dont knw whether my decision is right or wrong
but i just knw
i still love you

hope the decision is right
i will give time to you to change

hope you are not lying to me
and really love me from ur heart


always love you
never change the feeling towards you

Sunway

Today outing with my sweethearts
pui yi,selina wong,ting ying,bee ling and few friends

i gave surprise to pui yi
cause i told her i'm not going
the surprise actually worked out
but before that she bought movie tickets without me !
and they watch movie without me !
well,nvm
not their fault
cause i told them i'm not going to sunway in the beginning
its okay !

luckily ying nan went to sunway on that day also
met some of his friends
they were friendly actually
nice to meet them !XD

skating was freaking tiring
and my leg was aching and in pain !
urgh...
cause of the stupid skate shoe
was way too heavy

skate for a while and they are going for movie
so i have no friends to follow
then decided to join ying nan and his friends

they are quite funny
=)
went to eat pork noodle
and shop for few shops
bought nail colors 'pink'
haha

and bought 2 jeans
and 1 dress
2 jeans only cost rm100
the price was okay lar for jeans

cause i only have 1 pair of jeans
so yea
bought more jeans
cause short pants i have a lot

so this is how i spend my day
mayb will out again on thursday and friday
haha

need to buy clothes !
but lack of money already=(

Should or should not?

Should i go?
wondering should i go to sunway?
but is my sweethearts bday
*sweet 16*

waiting to ask my parents
hope they allow me to go=)

Hearts concert

Hearts concert was AWESOME !
There were a few booths in the south hall
selling food,drinks and games
&
they put some hot moosic too !
really having fun in there



jookei and her boyfriend *sweet*




yi thong, me




what is she trying to do?haha


yi thong,farah,me,joo kei






cute couples lar=)
























8pm sharp we went into the north hall
and performance are ready to be watch









took some of the pic...
lets have a look
.....


this is the first session,the drum part




followed by this




her voice is so sweet.she actually change the lyrics of the song called
WHERE IS THE LOVE by the black eye peas
she is worth to get the 1st prize in talentime




jazz




the band




william










the dancing





cempaka voices(the choir)


this session was very touched and sad

























the world is changing now
crimes are all over the world
save the world right now !


all the performance ppl




recorded few videos
the best one was the beat box
must watched it
^^


the dance part


the beat box part 1





the choir and the beat box guy (michael)


the piano girl,she is damn pro..see her hand then u knw..
she is so young and she is going to germany to further her studies in music



the concert ended quite late
about 10.30pm
but i stayed there quite late
busy taking pic with friends
hehe

and chit chatting lar
really enjoy this concert !=)


the dark ?huh?



group pic


me,olivia,iwawan