o9 Ends here

Time Passes really really fast . o9 is officially ended and 201o is coming.

END OF O9 : The last word i wanna say to You :

2nd Jan of o9 , You give me the hope to be with you. You give me memories and happiness to me. But you also give me tears and sad moments too. Your sensitive towards guys really make me fedup with your attitude. But I try to accept the way you are. You hold my hands, you kiss on my forehead , you love me from ur true heart. All these i really can feel it. My sweet sixteen birthday with you. You did something wrong to me and make me angry. & you say you gonna replace back. You made me a Birthday Cake writing : Dear , Happy Birthday. I will never forget this. It was a chocolate cake full of cream on the top. The taste was not bad afterall. Everyone say is too creamy but for me is all with love. I really appreciate what you did. That was the best birthday present for me. Thank you ! I love you . After 3 months together, I broke up with you . & when i broke up with you, you did something really really bad to my friends and me. I will never forget. That's the reason why they all hated you . But until after several months , I forgive you. My softy heart give u another chance to be with me and forgive what u did. You said you change and will trust me whatever i did. But continue to you for 2 months, we broke up again. I really couldn't accept your attitude. You didn't change. I'm Sorry. From that day onwards , we didn't talked at all. But until one day, you still find me and we started talking. At first we're friends. Until this year long holiday, you asked me to give u another chance. I really have no idea should i give you another chance or be friends is the best one. You started working , & i wanted to meet you cause I miss you. We went out for movie, you hold my hands and me as well hold his hand too. At first, I did not reject. But until half of the movie, I know i must be awake from this moment and I can't be with him anymore. From that day onwards, we didn't talk anymore. Until december of o9 , you sms me. & we started chatting again like normal friends. You asked me to go out with you during the last day of o9 and celebrate my birthday with you as a normal friend. I at last accepted . But until one day , I found out something which is really bad & from that day onwards, I know i couldn't forgive you anymore and maybe being a friend with you won't be happen again. You scolded one of my friend with all the foul language and being rude with him without caring him. You said you change not to be sensitive anymore . But at last until now, you still did not chance. You really don't have the right to scold my friend & remember one thing you're not my bf anymore. I'm really down of what u have did.

Lastly, end of o9 means our love started from this year & will be end forever on this year of o9. No regrets of what i have decide, no complain , & stay strong always. Goodbye My dear .

Xoxo.

Santa is on the dance floor :)

♥

24th of Dec o9, Christmas Eve :)

Hello Guys, Happy Merry Xmas yar :) Finally get to hang out with Alyna , my darling. We went to Pavilion together to watch Alvin & the Chipmunks 2 . Tham, Pui Yi, Lye ying, Yang Kang, & Jeffrey joined us together . The movie was Awesome & quite funny. New character in it which is the Chippettes. :) Haha.

After the movie, They went for lunch. Aly and I went to buy xmas presents for our family and her relatives. I bought a lot of things. Used up all of my money and left RM1. Oh No ! But anyways, we really had a lot of fun . All of us Sampat. XD

Pui yi, Me, Lye Ying :) ♥

Yang Kang, Jeffrey, Lye ying, Me, Pui yi, Tham
Loves :) ♥

Lovely Kor and Mei ♥



♥

25h of Dec o9

Merryy XMas again :) This year xmas present issss Handphone. :) Daddy brought me to Sg. Wang to choose phone. At first, i wanna choose W705 pink color. But the price . Hmm.. And then I saw Samsung Corby. Quite cheap and cute. I bought the pink one as usual. :)
Thx Daddy .

Tadahhh....


♥

Edu fair + Pavi

Saturday Early Morning, Mid V holding an Edu Fair .
So Me decided to go there to have a look . =)
Pui yi and bee ling accompanied me to take some information for diff college.
I might taking medicine?pharmacy or maybe business?
I have no Idea....

After the edu fair , They went to times square
and me decided to go to pavilion to buy bodyguards assasin movie =)
Salina was at pav too.
So we walked around at pavi for 2 hours
and took pictures around.
Both of us bought new t shirts from F21
& we had our durian + mango ice cream before i leave =)
Hahaha

She dont wanna let us go that time after taking pic.
For like 5 mins? haha
Everyone was like staring at us and she almost going to kiss salina !!
Laughhh

Tml morning will be going to pavi to watch Bodyguard Assan :)
Before going back to hometown and penang for 3 days 2 nights :)

Hope tml at pavi can meet Albert and all of them .
I miss you guys a lot .
at least take a pic with you guys is good enough .

Goodnights bloggers.
Had a great day with pui yi, bee ling and salina at mv and pavi :)

Post about them will upload soon

prom night...

ching jin :)

Tuesday Night.
Was the Dream night for me :)
Prom Night XD



Johnson :)


Actually a great night for me.
the performance was not bad
and i love the diva dream girls =)
They are so super Hottt
hahahaaa




& it actually located at royale chulan hotel .
Near around my house
just took 2 mins to reach there.
Laugh...


ruby :)


Went back at 12am.
and met a lot of friends at there.
Great Prom night after all XD




kah chun :)

Korea. ..

Hello bello.
Finally Home Sweet Home.

Korea was superly awesome and really have fun.
Took thousands of pic at there
& all the pic will be in my facebook.
cause there's too many of them,
so kinda lazy to upload it from here.
=)

Well,
not gonna say the whole trip .
just a brief one.

the weather there was superly cold.
freeze like mad.
ur finger will freeze like hell.
even u wearing ur thick socks with boots or shoes,
u still can feel the coldness and ur toe will get freeze too. !

So now u can imagine how cold was it.
the first day temperature was below -1 celcius.
@@

Went to a lot of places,
Such As Nami Island, Temple, Hawker stall and etc.....

Everyday u will taste Kimchi at there,
and actually kimchi will help u to loose ur weight.

Thats why almost all the korean women are so so skinny
and sexay.
because they eat kimchi !
and almost all the meal is vegetarian.

Awesome kan?
haha

& i went to Face shop actually.
I bought their skin care.
the price was so cheap compare to malaysia.
and their skin care is so good and it actually cant get it from K.L

So i bought BB CREAM, Sleepy masque and hand cream.
BB cream anyone knows what it is right?
Its a foundation actually.
Ur skin will look more bright when u use it.
thats why all the korean girls face so pretty and no pimples at all.

The last day of korea,
We went to Lottle World.
Its a theme park actually .

We only have 3 hours to play .
&& people moutain people sea.
hahahaha

really a lot of ppl and one queue can queue up to 1 hour or 2 hour.
cause seriously there's a lot of ppl.

so i went to play bungee drop.
which is seriously scary.
is like solaro in genting.

they call as suicide machine.
hahaha

&& Ofcourse we went for skiing.
Which is Awesome and great !
But is quite tiring after playing it.
ur leg muscle will get cramp or tired.


Overall, Korea trip was awesome lar. =)
&& i bought some souvenir for u guys .
But i didnt buy anything much from korea.
only souvenir and skin care.

Xoxo

Fly baby fly

It's time to fly.
one week off from M'sia & Korea here I come :)

Babies, Must miss me okay.
I'll grab some souvenier back from there.
As i promised :D

&&
Dson :
When im not here, you better take care urself. & please dont always sleep late yar. if u moody or emo , u can always find alyna or maykye . haha. & i will take care myself. im not as blur as u said. Hmph XD Anyways, just two words for you take care and miss ya .

Everyone i will miss you guys.
Outing with you guys once i come back XD

XOXO
Peace .

Dedicate to all of you

Are you guys happy that My U.S trip is cancel? Laugh . Cause everyone seems to be so happy .

Have no idea why . XD . I've been doing great during this holiday. I feel Awesome cause I really did

forget the past ! It's a great thing to me :) && I didn't miss you for few weeks. Which is So cool !

Woo... Freedom for me is always the best. Didn't have to care and love your other half & you're free

for everything. Stalking and seeking for new hot guys? Shop for everything. Hang out with anyone

you loved. This is Our Freedom life. Do you guys agree with me? Haha.

Anyways, Christmas is coming ! My Christmas present !! & I wanna tell Something .....

First,

Pui yi : Don't you know i'm going to korea huh? Haha. Anyways, how are you huh? Still talking
to your K.M?Haha . ( she going to kill me ) Didn't see you online that often . Sleep Early Sor po. !

Selina Wong : Babe ! IMY,ILY. ! You always knw I do :) Ur Sweet Sixteen is coming. And what you
want for your present har? Hope you're enjoying your holiday with your sweethearts yar :)

Salina tan : Hey Yo. I know you Miss me :) Laugh. I miss you too ! & how's ur holiday again? I haven talk to you for few weeks. Where have you been ? Hanging out all day long? haha. Or busy talking with hot guys which i dont knw about it. Secret Little Lady XD

Hwee Jin : Xiao jie. Don't always stay at home and tuition . Come out and chill for awhile. Relax girl. :) IMY. Hope you have a great holiday with your love one :)

Bee Ling : Ling Jie. Where you went har? Didnt talk and chat with you after you been to Thailand for a week. You know i Miss You A lot. & did you buy any souvenier for me? Talk to Me When you're online. I need to chat with you like seriously . Haha

MaineLynn : Beauty little girl. Although I don't really talk to you that often but you're like my sister :) Happy Belated Birthday :) Have a wonderful holiday and Enjoy working okay.


Now this is for the one I knew for years and months :)

Lee Xin : Babe. How are you again? We didn't really talk and chat that much. But i know IMY and love you always. Be happy in ur life okay . Dont always think the negative side. We'll always be ur side no matter what happen . Smile :) Loves

Maykye : Boom boom head. How are you :) IMY a lot . & when can we hang out har? Waiting for you for ages and i need to book one day with you. You knw urself so busy punya :) Loves

Alyna : Aly ! IMY. Although we haven meet each other in real life before. But It seems we knew each other for so long. & this is a Good thing ! Haha. So we gotta go out for someday during holidays Cause i really wanna meet you :) haha. & always be happy okay . Loves

Kenny : Hey yo Nini. Hope you're doing great in your SPM :) I miss chatting with you but youre so busy with your SPM. & i don't blame on you. But You've to get good grades okay . If not i'm gonna kill you and pinch you . Hehe. You this guy ar . Don't always spend so much money on all those shoes and clothes. Waste money betul x) Loves

Dickson : Sor Lou . Hope you'll get your license as soon as possible okay :) I knw you can do it and be confidence on urself. Dont give up no matter what. You promise me you'll drive me along. :) & don't always gaming with friends & Sleep early . Loves



To My Lovely God Brother :)

Zhen hua : I guess we knew each other for few years which is a great thing :) & you always be my side when i upset or anything. You're just my real life brother. Thank you so much . ILY . & Hope your studies will be great and cook for me next time. I wanna try your best dishes so far :) Loves

Yang Kang : You're just so Awesome to me :) Great voice and singing. Hearing you singing is the best thing ever in my life :) Good luck in college studies okay :) & IMY . Loves

Wei xian : IMY. I didn't chat with you that often anymore. How are you lately? Busy doing something? Haha. Anyways, must really chat with you when you're online. Take care = )


To the one who cares me a lot XD

Wai Kiat : Sor lou :) Good luck in SPM again :) Must get a good result okay :) If not you knw what happen to urself lar . haha. Sorry didn't really chat with you that often . IMY. & you always make me happy one. Your jokes are so lame sometimes. haha . Loves

Chun Wei : Hey hey hey. Always call me ferrari punya ! Haha. I'm so sorry that i always didn't inform you when i'm upset . A 100 times sorry to you :) I know you wont blame me right? =) You always make me smile no matter what happen and try to make me happy . So U must always be happy okay :) Loves

You're always in my heart.
Love You all .
2010 Here I come :)

Home sweet home. :)
& I finally back from Penang for two days one night .
But penang trip was bored .
Their shopping mall sux compare at kl.
haha... No offence Guys.

Well,
Good news is U.S trip is cancel.
Which means i will be back from the 8th till 15th of Dec.
& I can celebrate my darling birthday on the 21st.
=)

Holidays Holiday holidays,
One word Bored.

Well,well,well... Good Morning :) My hong kong trip might be cancel. so which means i might be coming back to Malaysia on the 13th or 14th from Korea . & Daddy say we might going to U.S cause he has to work & which means we going there for holiday :0 . Plus we might going to Florida which is the coolest thing ever. Cause there will be theme park over there and universal Studio. Hehe. But when i came back from korea. After two or three more days , about 16th i will be leaving to U.S. Gosh. Until 26th i think if im not mistaken. But 21st is my darling birthday . Sigh. If this trip really works, i will celebrate with you the other day okay.I promise. Holiday is so short. & now Is Finally our last year which is December of 2oo9. Which i think is quite ridiculous . But o9 is really a worst year for me . Time passes really fast. I haven't even touch my homework stuff and studies stuff yet. I'm gonna die. Urgh ! & tml early morning i will be going to Penang. But just only 2 days one night. Now the most worry thing is Prom ! I Need to know when am i coming back from korea ! And is the U.S trip working or not? Have to ask Dad. ! :(

A brand new day for me .
I should forget the past and look forward to the future.
Seeking for New guys. Haha
Training hard for my Dance Competition which will be held on Next year.
Study hard for Spm & get a good result :)

I bought two new jeans from Pavi and KlCC.
One from Levis which cost about $200+
I love it so much .
But a little bit tight for me.
I Must On diet and keep fit. !

& another jeans from DKNY.
DKNY jeans Was supesupersuper Expensive.
One jeans can cost 700+
The lowest price is 600+

But but but,
they have sale .
60% off.
XD
The normal price was 700+
But after discount it only cost $300+
Haha.

I'm not the one who pay it.
Daddy pay for me and my mom too.


& Happy Birthday Yar Karin Chong
:)
Sorry couldnt make it for your birthday .
But i wish you here.

Off to Singapore .
:)

她又要跟你們說故事了

她和他之間的故事真的劃上句號了嘛？
為甚麼當她做了決定，才來後悔呢。
看了那一封信息，她的眼淚不停的掉

她感覺很慚愧，很後悔。
可是她真的要放棄這段感情。
她不想任何人在得到傷害

因為她已經給了太多太多的傷害
而她自己也得到很多的傷害

她被人家罵過，也被人家拋棄過。
也失去過朋友。
現在她失去她最愛的人，
她應該覺得無所謂的

可是她不停的想念他
思念著他

她感覺自己真的很傻
明明很愛一個人可是她不敢去愛，
不敢在接受他
膽小的她不敢去愛他，
就從此放棄他

她感覺已經沒有話題跟他聊天
感覺越來越陌生｀

也許是她自己拿來的｀
她應該早就預測到這樣的後果，
也要勇敢的面對現實

她不懂要怎樣面對他
也不懂要跟他說甚麼話題

而現在的他應該不好受吧
心情一定很糟糕
因為是她搞得他變得這樣

她的所作所為已經徹底傷害到他
她所說的每一句話都是帶刺，
因為她要他放棄她，
不要在抱著任何希望



她做得對嘛？

想念著他，
好想知道他是否還愛她
她好懷念他的擁抱｀




可是這次真的完畢了
他們的故事從此掛上句點
沒有遺憾

她對他們徹底的失望

She Hate You All

我在您的心目中到底是一個壞的女孩還是乖巧的呢?
為甚麼您不可以相信我那麼一次呢？
難道我真的不可信任嘛？
要您來管制我的一切，我的人生？

我都已經那麼大了
明年的我就要17歲了
你還要懷疑我，
懷疑到要檢查我的電話
有那麼必要嘛？


你都已經不相信我了，我又怎樣可以相信你呢？

我承認我欺騙過你們，
可是我想要的嘛？

我真的很不明白為甚麼你不應許我和其他男生出街呢？
他們又不會吃掉我
又不會綁架我。

我知道你擔心我，
可是你的擔心太過多了吧 ！

我會感覺我一點自由都沒有，
你搞得我呼吸都困難，
害怕這害怕哪。

你要我怎樣生存下去啊？
你要我關閉自己在房間里，
乖乖的讀書，乖乖的聽你們，乖乖的做每一件事情嘛？

我做不到 ！
人都有自己的空間。
哪我的空間在哪裡？

你們是永遠綁不住我的
我遲早都會離開。

當你們的女兒真的很困難，
她就要頂不住了，
好想鬆一口氣。

好像離開這裡，
重新開始新的人生，
可是她知道這是不可能的事。
她叫自己不要那麼的天真，那麼的單純。
別在發蒙了。



她有時候感覺她被拋棄，
因為他們疼愛的孩子不是她
而是別人，

那個人‘他’ 要甚麼得到甚麼
可是她呢？
要求不多，到後來得不到任何

小小的要求也得不到，
那她又為甚麼還要跟他們聊那麼多呢？

跟他們聊天，等於在跟牆壁聊天。
那好過不聊好了。

你們根本不了解她，
因為你們沒有那個心去理解她，
難聽就等於懶惰和何必費心去了解，


她好想放棄她的人生，
何必費那麼多的苦心在這裡呢。

誰可以帶走她離開這裡呢？
為她一起開始新的人生，
因為這裡太恐怖了。

沒有任何一個是值得她留念的。

她真的好羨慕爸爸跟女兒的感情可以那麼的豐富，
媽媽跟女兒可以像一對姊妹一樣，
談任何事情。

她的眼淚一直一直的往下流，
不停的流。
誰也停止不了

她流淚了又可以怎樣呢？
他們會改變他們的思想嘛？
他們會看另一面的她嘛？
會疼愛她多一點嘛？
少少的疼愛已經足夠了。
不想要求那麼多

她已經傷害她最愛的人了，
她還有資格去愛其他人嘛？
她根本沒有資格。

今晚她要怎樣過呢？
明天？
後天？
大後天？
大大後天？
她又怎樣會面對他們？
她的眼淚還會往下流嘛？


她的心已經有一刀裂痕
她和他們的感情已經越來越縮遠
不在像以前那麼的好了


她有錢又怎樣呢？
她寧願回到過去，
過著平淡的生活。
又可以和任何人溝通，做朋友。
不必考慮。

可是現在的她所站的位置，
已經跟以前不同了，
可是她根本不在乎，

她在乎她的朋友而不是地位，
對你們來說，
窮的人就沒有道德教育
可是有錢的人呢？
就反過來。

以前的你們不在乎這些，
可是自從你們的地位不同，
你們的思想也改變了。

窮的人就不可以交朋友嘛？
一定要有地位的人才可以嘛？

她真的很不明白他們到底在想甚麼.

她已經沒有任何信心了。

以前開心的她不在了
她不存在了

Class outing

This is a class outing post which is on Monday .
The whole 4 Science 2 gang went to Gardens for class outing.
Not all the whole class went but half of it went. :)
Which is quite awesome anyways,

So I reached Garden around 3pm,
Eddie met me and called me but i didnt saw him :(
Sorry Eddie.

Then later on,
Everyone was arrived.
Bought ticket for Phobia 2 .
Haha.
Horror Movie !
X)

After that, we went for lunch at Alexis Restaurant.
We Shared our food together,
Order pizza and spaggetti

Around 4 something,
Its time for our movie.
haha

The guys were all so scared and afraid to go into the cinema
Cause they dont like to watch horror movie
But no choice.
they bought the ticket anyways,

This is the funny part during the movie,
The guys were screaming here and there,
when there is Ghost coming out or sound effects.
haha.
& they ran up and down in the cinema.

Cause they were scared.
And the funny thing is 3 ppl sitting on a chair.
3 guys sitting on the same chair.
hugging each other and scream all the way through the scene.
and closing their eyes,
peeking here and there.

& i was sitting at the side, Mahesha sitting on the center and Jing ran sitting the other side.
Poor thing lar. Haha
All of us hugging each other and laugh !

Finally the movie ended,
around 7pm,
we went to Chilis for our dinner.

Chill inside there for awhile.
After the dinner,
the guys went for bowling,
And the girls were shopping ;)

Went to diva shop.
I bought a pink rose for myself =)
& later on ,
went to topshop.
Karin bought herself a wallet , and the others including me didnt buy anything from there.
So After that,

All of us were so desperate for Mc Flurry in MCdonald
So went to buy MC flurry
which is fattening .
But who cares. haha

We went to find the guys ,
seeing them playing bowling,
and we are enjoying our ice cream .

Around 10pm
its time to go home =)

Class outing was fun :)

Shopaholic

Veron,Me,Bri :)

Early morning ,
Went to Pavilion with Veronica & Briana & Bri Friend : )

Veron and I went to ate Japanese food.
Ate some sushi,
then later on met up with Bri and her friend.

We went to Cotton on first .
take many clothes to try it on.
Cause we just having fun with it. Muahaha
Ended up didnt buy anything.

Then later on,
went into Forever 21
=)

We took many dresses to try it on
different style . haha
And we think that the workers from there are angry of us.
cause we keep laughing and try many clothes but ended up didnt buy anything.

So yea,
I bought one winter cap which is green color and one green scarf
I love it so much cause the colour is so daring. ! Muahhaa..

Then after that ,
we went to Diva .
Look for accessories
I bought one yellow rose ring, two ear rings.
Which cost 70+
& now i'm broke . EEsh . !

This is the scarf and winter cap i bought =)

Saving Up money for the next outing which is on Thursday =)
Mid Valley again ! .
New Moon . Muahhahaa
Stay tuned for class outing post and thursday post.