Jesslyn sweet 17th :)

Jesslyn, Eling :D

Jesslyn Belated birthday !

Sorry late post your birthday ar !!!
Heart you A lot ar :)

So this year,
Also the first year help My JESSLYN Celebrate her small little birthday !
hehehe...

On Saturday night,
Went to italian restaurant at Pavilion.
Chill inside there.
And give her a surprise birthday cake..
Hahahah...

Heart her much <3

The surprise finally make her happy the whole night,
And We feel glad and happy that you smile back yar :D
love you much much !

Quik :)

Hope you enjoy ur 17th year ar !!!
:))

Amilk 17th :)

Now Im going to post about Amilk Birthday ar :)
This is the first year i help her celebrate.
Very special ar.

So ...

How i met this little girl :)
I met her this year only.
Can say is during my bday celebration.
She came to my bday and I didnt knw her actually !
My friend introduce her to me.
So that day we only met once but didnt talk with each other :)
FUNNY US LOLS

Then from that day onwards, we chatted in facebook.
but seldom talk, cause dont really knw each other.
So....

Until last saturday,
She actually invited me out to celebrate her birthday !!
What a Surprise right ! hahaha

So I went hang out with her on saturday with her lovely friends
And my friends too :)

Eling tang <3
Heart her a lot !




Kenny wee :)







Jamey <3
<3 her smile



Li huey <3





The bright smile guy, Jun Lim :D





Ah quik <3

The whole gang :D

Celebrated at wong kok,
And bought one cake for her.
Surprise her ar !!! :D
Wheee

Jamey,Eling,Amilk,Elicia,Me :)

Jevin, Eling,Jamey, Amilk, Elicia,Me, Daniel :)

Forever 17th !!!

Hope you like it !
And we bought you a small little present
Which is a cow.
Amilk mah. hahahaha

Our face. XD

Anyway,
Hope you enjoy ur 17th yar !
Must keep in touch ar !!!

Love Her much :)

Love this pic much much <3

Sick days

Im currently sick ppl :(
And my Woon Qin babe also sick.
Take care yourself too kay

My Ah xin xin Also sick !
Sighh....
You have weak body.
Rest more ar

Thx for the ppl who send msg to me
Especially Ah yiiing. My lovely sze ying.
Mwuah....

And ofcourse beeling :)
So guan sam me jor ar :)

And cant left out is You , kenny wee :) :)
you take care too ar.
You're sick also !!


Will be back and post about my daily life.
Will Update soon ! <3>

Commencement night !

Last saturday, our school held a Commencement night In cempaka ladies college :D
Which is in Nilai ! LOls.
So far right?

So early morning, around 7 something reached at school,
And everyone was talking about National Service?
Did you kena? Oh i didnt kena? Hahahhaa....

Jin, karin :)

Lucky me , didnt get chosen :D
Thx for kenny informing me in the middle of the night.
And i was half blurring and in the middle of my sweet dream. hahaha

Jin :D

So Maaf, anda tidak terpilih ! hahahaha.....
No Ns and nightmare for me :D

Soo,,,,
We took 1 hr of jouney to reach over there !
Prepared ourself at there.
And our performance start rehearsal first !!!

Dance mates :)

So until night,
Performance finally starting soon :D

Everything went well, and i love the crowd !
Although not many ppl, but we had fun :D

So everything ended around 9pm.
And i reached school around 10 something. So late !!!

From morning 8am till 10.30pm?
Wtf ? So many hours !!!!
But its worth it though :D

A great performance and commencement night ever !
Dance video is in my facebook :)
Go check it out :)

Sorry guys for missing in action in these few days. :)
No choice. Busy woman me need to do a lot of stuff.
Like I very busy macam ini? hahaha.
Anyway, Past few days, I just read Someone's blog.
Talking about me? Is it? I guess so? hahaha.

I feel touch on what u wrote and the feeling is true to me.
Thank you so much on what you did to me. Really really appreciate on every single and every milli sec u did to me :) Love ya much.


So, today is the big splash day for us :)
Will update the picture and the post soon :)

Anyway, this few days been busy with prom stuff...
need to start selling tickets to everyone and ask everyone to sponsor !
Just can't wait for prom !!!
few more months to go ! :D WHeeee ~~~

& as you guys know, i started my intensive class in Kasturi now !
So means more tuition to me. Oh god.
Need to reduce few private tuition.
If not i have no time to self study !
Self-study !
Concentrate !

Concentrate on studies just make me fall asleep !
Urgh !

Can't wait for this saturday to come !
Jogoya Ppl :D

Hope i can meet you guys !
MIss ya <3

Signing off from you

The one u loved the most isn't me.
I can feel it.
Looking back ur past and see all the words and feeling written from you,
I still can feel i maybe not the one.

Or I can say I maybe still have doubts on you.
I know i'm being selfish & didn't give u any chance,
Maybe i more suitable to be a single lady.

Spm is coming, no time for me to think all these stuff.
& I know in few months time, i will be start going into college.
starting a brand new life for me.

I will meet more people, & know more friends.
I don't want you to put a big hope on me.
So i will choose to let you go.

Now is not the right timing for me and you.
You should find other girl who suit you more.
But not me.

& other reason is you know that i still love him.
so its not fair between you and me.

You're really a nice and sweet guy.
Thx for everything that you gave and share to me.
Comforting me and caring me everyday.

Im sorry.
Im not the one for you.

& We are still the close friend okay :)

Smile :)
Please please don't feel sad okay !
You must be happy.
& stay strong.
You can find a better one. Trust me :)

Love ya :)
Remember the peace sign? :)

Signing off ....

FIFA 2010

World cup post ! :)

FIFA is coming to a full stop soon.
How sad it is. 4 years only can watch once.
Sigh.

But this year really full of surprise.
U supported ur team, but they disappointed you.
Strongest team will have the big chance to get into semi or final?
but they're not. However, is those small little country who qualified into next round.

I supported Brazil , argentina & spain !
The match Brazil vs Holland
seriously disappointed me a lot !
I put so much hope on them, but they didn't play well.
Sigh.....

And Argentina Vs Germany...
This match seriously pissed me off.
Everyone who supported Argentina also had major disappointment on them.
They didn't play well, didn't defend properly , and their formation was wrong.
I aiming some goal from Messi, but he really ........
I have no idea what to say !


Anyway,
Last night match which was semi--final
Spain Vs Germany !
This match really worth all of us to watch !

Both of the team played very well, and both of them have strong players too.
So you wouldn't know who will be qualified ..
Both of them was like 50 50. Average !

But a head shot from Spain really save them !
Hahahahaha....
Finally is 1-0.
And Spain got qualified !!!
Yeappieee XDXD

Now im waiting for FINAL to come ! ! !
Next monday !!!
We gonna rock for the final babe :)))

Heart beat !

My heart beat , beat till i cant control myself.
It beat until so fast that make my whole mind blank
& can't really breath properly.


Do you have the same feeling too?

When I know i'm gonna meet you soon,
My heart beat starting to beat until so fast....
Really really fast, my hand was shaking ....
And i feel my temperature on my body went down,
it become so cold....

My hand become freeze.
and my breath too....

I couldn't wait to see you,
is this call normal to me?
or maybe i feel scare to see him.
or maybe i really wanna see him.
i dont know....
All this questions marks its been coming out in my mind...
But all the questions , i couldn't answer.


When the moment i saw you, my heart beat, beat until real fast.
I don't know what to say to you,
But i know i have a lot of questions wanna ask you,
but my mind just went completely blank.

The only thing i asked is how are you,
how are you and your girlfriend?
Thats all.
I don't know what ask anymore.

You were walking behind of me,
& I was walking infront of you.

I couldn't face you in a proper way,
I wanna walk back and walk with you .
But i can't.

At last,
I decided to walk front,
& walked away.
& say a goodbye to you in a far distance,
& you appear off from me.

I wanna check whether are you still there,
but the crowd make my eye view blur.
I couldn't spot you anymore.
You just disappear off in like 1 sec.

Not even 1 sec,
mili sec i could say !

I'm really happy that i could see you.
But in other words,
Im sad ....

My mood was up and down on that day.
I couldn't smile infront of my dad's friends.
I was just pretending myself to smile brightly and say hello to them

I could feel my smile was fake.
But i have to smile and pretend nothing happen infront of my parents...

I was suffering to smile .
Infront of you guys,
I can smile and laugh.
Butt sometimes im just pretending.

Im trying myself to be strong.

Please be strong Rebeeca Khoo !
I know you can do it !

The monkey is still with right beside me.
Maybe its time to put you in a box.

The night under the star prom fundraiser

The night under the star was successfully organized :)
Although the crowd turned out was not a lot, but overall was awesome :)

SALINA :D

Total we have 7 bands competing with each other,
from diff school and diff ages !
So i guess it's a good chance to compete :)

POP AKA CHUN WEI :)

The crowd was superbly high and had fun during the battle of the band !
hahaha.
All the songs caught our heart and attracted our attention :)

The food was well prepared, but left over food donated to the orphanage ...

KARIN :)

I was so busy after school ,
Had dance rehearsal, and had my bath in school.
And straight went to the place and set up everything .

Until everyone is here, I only can chill myself down and have fun with other ppl :)
From morning 7am till 1am, Non-stop running here and there, and settle all the stuff.
:))

WENG JIAN, XIN, JULIAN
(D' CONNECTION BAND)


DSON, CHUN WEI

I'm glad that D' Connections won the 2nd place,
Congratz to you all yar.
Remember to come to our prom and perform :)


See you guys there.

EYTHAN & JOEL

So around 10pm,
Brazil match finally starting.
I'm so disappointed the way brazil played.
Sigh,
They do not defend and played well.
Sudah makan duit is like that one lar.
Top team will get into semi-final,
but they dont want to.
And give the chance to holland.
Wth right !
Really really sad !

And last night,
Argentina Vs Germany
A Hugee hugee disappointment also !
Argentina didnt played well, didnt defend good enough.
They also makan duit jor !
SIgh !!!!

U can see how they play ,
the one they played well and good was with japan.
But this match, seriously you guys are ****!!!

Messi dont wanna goal.
ALways kick high goal.
Sigh....

Luckily spain didnt disappointed me !
They won :)
So now is spain vs germany !
:D :D :D

My perfect future husband

My perfect future husband

Every woman has their own picture of an perfect and ideal husband whether it is someone that is exactly what they look for or some of the qualities they were searching for. When i was a little girl, like many other little girls, I had dreams of marrying Prince Charming, like becoming Cinderella and marry to a young prince and live happily ever after . Now that I’m older, though I would still like to marry Prince Charming, I understand that it is not likely . I’ll have to face the reality and maybe I would accept the first and second runners up. A perfect man or dream man is impossible to find, but an ideal one may be easier if your target isn’t that high .

Firstly, the most important quality to look out for is love, compatibility and communication. I believe it is wrong if a man and woman commit to marriage for reasons other than love, they will immediately divorced and affect their future. In other words, it is important for my future husband truly in love with me and truly cherish and appreciate each other. We should also be able to talk and share our thoughts in an honest way and not keeping secrets with each other. Besides that, forgiving and taking care with each other is also very important in our relationship bonding. If we don’t bare with each other, problems will not solve and we will argue all day long for the same topic. Hence, instead of fighting who’s the winner in this argumentative topics, why not sit down and have a chill talk or find ways to solve it.

Besides that, Trust is also play an important role in our marriage life. My husband must have fully trust on me. If there is no trust in between both of us, our relationship will not go on and there will be no point to be with each other for the rest of our life. In my future, husband will be my other half who would take care of me for the rest of my life and be with him until you breathe the last breath. So, trusting is so important that will built up our love bonding.

Apart from that, I guess every woman want their husband to be at least 6 inch tall or maybe taller than herself. For me, i think my husband must be at least taller than me and have the strong muscle body to protect me. This is to protect you from injury and you feel secure. If your husband is belong to a weak stage or having weak body, I don’t think they will have the ability and energy to protect you and the other hand you will need to protect them.

Next, I would require my future husband to be a responsible young man and good looking too . A man who understands and carries his duties as a husband is one whom all woman desire and sought after. This same goes for me. If my husband has proven himself responsible and trustworthy, I can definitely rely on him to earn an honest living, educate our children and remain loyal to our marriage. He need to show his a responsible father to our children and taking good care to them. Good looking young husband also a must in my target but not too handsome or famous guy as they will seek for other hot girls or maybe they will just fooling around with your love.

I could go on and on about the many other great qualities which I would love my future husband to be . However, in reality life, I do not expect a lot in my future husband to be perfect or my dream man. What really a true perfect husband is not what their looking or other great qualities, but is what I love and adore about him and the way he treat me. It is impossible to describe a future husband in a few words but I am rest assured that he will be the man who will willing to listen to the silliest things I have to say, understand when I am feeling down in the dark side, love and cherish for who I am, and always be by my side until I breathe my last breath. He will be the most perfect in my eyes. <3

Step off is the best way

If one day , you and him didnt seen for each other for some time,
and out of sudden, he is invited to a celebration & you're been invited too.
But you have a feeling something gonna happen on that day.

The reason why is because,
He already in a relationship.
He might bring along his girlfriend.
So when you see them being so sweet together,
you'll feel heartache and jealous.
& remember the past , the memories.
The feeling is unforgettable.

So what for go and see him again right.

And the second reason is.

If one guy is falling in love with you, & he is being invited too.
This will make you don't know what to do.
Means 4 ppl facing with each other and so malu.
What for right.
You don't wanna face your ex and his girlfriend,
you don't wanna face all those Shit happen !
You don't dare to face the fact !
Cause you don't want to !!

Later drama happen then trouble will be coming soon....
You don't want your friend big day just spoil it like this with all these shyt right...

So the best way is you step off from the ring,
and stay away from the drama.

You don't wanna see all the jealous, drama, happening on ppl big day right.
Step off is the best way to solve all these problem .

Results

No school today for me :)
Report card day !

Mom and I went to take my report card !
& talk to some of the teachers.

They don't really like my progress and keep asking me to study harder.
They say i can do it.
Just that need to force myself sit down and focus !
Sigh ....

I think my mama and daddy going to be quite disappointed on my results.
Sigh....

I really not satisfied with my results.
All average marks. 50 and 60 only.
Didnt achieve 70 marks for this mid year exam.

My teacher going to expect me to get higher than all the marks i get for this exam.
Im going to be real stress.
But i need to get my butt and study !
Tuition tuition , Study study, Revise revise.
I must do it.

2 more months to trial !
Not much time left for me !

Im not going to think of other stuff anymore.
Don't wanna bother other stuff too much.
Just stay at home ....


I need to push hard on myself !
Lalalalalalalalaalalalalaal

Now i realize you're not important to me .
Why am i still being a stubborn person & keep you in my mind.
I seriously dont know why.
One of my friend said is because he already been part of my family already.
Is like one of the most important person in my life.
& i get use him being beside me .

Should i go for another relationship and forget about him?
Even though i still cant fully forget him from my mind.

Maybe try to accepting other person is the best way to cure ....

People, Help me !